Flaky odometer
Oct. 4th, 2025 10:03 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
1679 (1681) so far for the year.
Early this morning, Hope spent a long while peeing in the cat box, hanging out afterward, then marching through the house meowing and vomiting and straining to poop. I immediately got up from my work desk, mixed the usual dose of Miralax into her watered down food, and went about my day waiting for her to lap it up.
That moment never came. She spent an hour or two roaming around the house vomiting, then she holed up in the closet in my bedroom. She doesn't even go in there during thunderstorms. She only goes there when I have to let a worker into the house, once a year or so.
Here, I managed to coax her head out of the darkness for a brief pet. She didn't feel like she had any fever. She's not panting or showing other obvious signs of distress. But she's not budging from her hiding spot.
She's been there about 10 hours now. It's starting to worry me as much the howling she did last time before I took her to the vet hospital. Total silence and isolation this time. I don't like it. I emptied her food bowl and mixed more watered down canned food with a full dose of Miralax from the vet recommendations last time. I'm hoping that sometime tonight she takes the water from the food bowl so she gets her medication.
Gentle reminder: This blog post is public. I don't expect anyone to comment. There's good reason for anyone (not just anti-fascists) to withhold comment.
The Jacobin is a democratic socialist website, so it's generally classified as "far left". It is also classified as "high reliability" with factual sourcing of its statements, which is what makes it a trustworthy source of information. They recently published this article with some eyebrow-raising details. I'll quote just two of them here.
The USA is facing a potential government shutdown. Again. Of course we all expect the Democrats to capitulate completely to Republican demands. Again. Neither party will do anything to damage the plutocratic system that they enjoy, which is exactly what must happen for the rest of us to get anything like normalcy in common life again someday. We've tried everything except taxing the rich, and we're all out of ideas. A similar shutdown happened in 2011 here in Minnesota state government. I wrote this about it:
Suppose a government needed to acquire 20% of all money circulating in its economy to keep its civilization content. If you can't collect any more money from the poor ("squeeze blood from a turnip" is a phrase that comes to mind) then you have to tax the rich since they have the majority of the money anyway. Republicans seem hellbent on protecting the rich on both the national and state levels, however, so now we get to see what it's like to do without much of the government. They couldn't legislate their way to smaller government, so I guess they intend to starve it instead. They're having much more success with that method.
It's now 14 years later, and it's still true. I stand by every word. Why can't we just tax the people who have basically all of the money to keep society running?
Bonus! In addition to continuously over-taxing the wrong people while protecting the plutocracy, we get fascism too. The MAGA doom has literally brought a president's accountable-only-to-him, masked, armed fighting force to grab helpless families on the streets of the USA. Where are all of those "Don't tread on me" people now? Henceforth, they shall be known as the "Tread on them, but not me" people.
Trump even authorized use of "full force" (suggesting military warfare to kill opponents) while sending troops to Oregon. What lawlessness is happening in Oregon that threatens the ICE facility there? What did Trump claim as the justification for this implausible order? He sure didn't say it's because a Portland police officer testified in court that ICE is "instigating" clashes with protesters. Yes, the local authorities testified in court that Trump's ICE is causing problems for the city. People who grew up under dictators and escaped to the USA are speaking out about what we all see is happening.
I warned before, and I hope everyone has reached by now some place that they consider safe. As safe as it gets these days, anyway. Good luck out there.
Hope spent much of today in severe constipation. She was vomiting all over the house. She was straining to poop everywhere. She kept returning to the desk where I was working at my job to strain near my keyboard. I had conflicting wishes about whether she would finally succeed or not. When I took her to the animal hospital back in July, the vet there just used her hands at Hope's haunches to push the poop out directly. I wish I had that skill, but I'm just afraid to hurt her. I tried using a paper towel to gently press around her anus. Hope growled her displeasure at me but held her position bravely. It didn't help, though. The vomiting and straining continued for several more hours.
Finally, I found a very large poop behind my chair in the living room, and she was acting much more normal again. It's weird to be so glad about a bowel movement. I was so thankful that another crisis was averted that I wanted to share a photo.
In less literal but more figurative poop news, I'd like to say that most of the information on the internet these days about the highly unusual 3I/ATLAS object is just... well... poop. I recommend not trusting any search engine or social platform to give you any good information at all. This search link, however, will give you actual published scientific papers on the topic.
https://arxiv.org/search/?query=3I+Atlas&searchtype=all&source=header
There seems to be a lack of recent official observations published. I found a video that explained the very limited field of view of our space-based telescopes. It described how they must always point away from the sun to escape damage to sensitive detectors, so there's really only about a 90-degree arc in which they are allowed to point at any given time. They have about a 270-degree arc that is forbidden, because it is too sunward-facing. As they travel with us around the sun, these space-based telescopes can eventually watch all of the sky. At any given time, however, there is a very large exclusion arc. 3I/ATLAS has traveled far enough into our solar system that it is now out of arc-range for those instruments. Instead, ground-based observatories are trying to collect data.
Or so I'm told by the internet. I wish I could source those details for confirmation, but I haven't been able to do so yet. So maybe that's all poop too. I wish I had more official training in astronomy. This is exactly the kind of thing I'd like to know more about.
During the last week, I have completely ruined my online tracking data. I couldn't even guess what data algorithms now conclude about me from my behavior. I've watched video material from the far right and left, trying to make some sense of what's going on during these turbulent times. I've searched text that is problematic.
Most of what's out there is awful, low-data, conspiracy-related, emotionally-manipulative triviality. There are a few rare nuggets of appreciated perspectives, from sources that I never would have visited, absent our current point in history. In that vein, I wanted to record a handful of things that I was glad I watched, despite how uncomfortable some of it is. There was:
I'm sure that I've never heard the phrase "spicy whites" before, but I think I kind of like it. I wouldn't have heard it during the last week either, except that I was deliberately exploring outside my usual territory and arrived someplace new where I heard Joy Reid speaking.
Part of the danger of my most recent adventure is that I would get suckered by false information... and I was. I found a particular YouTube video very moving and politically significant. While I was writing this post, I tried to source the supposed speech quotations. I eventually realized that the whole thing was fictional. No such speech. Inspiration crushed with the false attribution. I dislike this modern age of digital falsehoods.